|Me:||I'll sleep early tonight and get a good 8 hours|
|Me:||*watches entire season of tv show*|
|Me:||*reads every book i own*|
|Me:||*goes on quest to find the holy grail*|
I really hate being an introvert because I sometimes think “oh hey, I can totally hang out with a bunch of people right now! I can handle it! I hate being alone!!” and then three hours into hanging out I realize how draining of energy it is for me to be around other people and I just want to curl up into a ball and isolate myself for the rest of my life.
For when your heart is broken: He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds. Psalm 147:3
For when you are experiencing fear: Fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God; I will strengthen you, I will help you, I will uphold you with my righteous right hand. Isaiah 41:10
OF COURSE MOST OF THE BOOKS WILL ALWAYS BE BETTER THAN THEIR FILM ADAPTATIONS. WHY? NO ONE CAN COMPETE WITH YOUR OWN IMAGINATION. WHEN YOU READ, YOU IMAGINE, YOU DIRECT YOUR OWN KIND OF MOVIE INSIDE YOUR HEAD EXCEPT FOR THE STORY LINE YOU CANNOT CONTROL BUT YOU VISUALIZE EVERYTHING BASED ON HOW YOU LIKE IT SO THAT’S HOW YOU GET BIG EXPECTATIONS WHEN YOU FIND OUT THERE WILL BE MOVIES MADE BASED ON THESE BOOKS.
my self esteem has two levels
- im a worthless piece of shit who deserves no love
- bow down before bitches i am your queen