Look beyond your fears..

SHENNA.18.Ilokana. Accntg Technology student.

Her feelings she hides. Her dreams she can't find. She's falling behind. She's lost inside.


"Writing isn’t the same as speaking, I struggle with conversation."
Alex Turner (via extramadness)
August 31, 2014

*takes one good photo* posts on all blogs, posts on all social media accounts, makes wallpaper, sends to friends, prints out and frames, emails to obama

August 30, 2014

Things That Give Me Anxiety.

  • being late
  • things i said five minutes ago
  • things i said five years ago
  • people touching me
  • being around a ton of people
  • being yelled at
  • wondering if people are talking about me
  • every action i do
  • and just about everything else
escafeism:

Hindi sa lahat ng oras kailangan mong sumugal, minsan kailangan mo ring mag-isip. Hindi sa lahat ng oras kailangan mong ipagtapat ang pagmamahal mo, minsan kailangan mong itago na lamang ito para walang magbago. Hindi sa lahat ng oras kailangan mong ibigay ang lahat para sa kanya, minsan kailangan mo ring mahalin ang sarili mo. Hindi sa lahat ng oras kailangan mong maghintay, minsan kailangan mong yakapin ang nakikita mo, na ayaw niya talaga sayo, hindi niya lang talaga sinasabi. Hindi sa lahat ng oras kailangan mong maniwala sa forever at fairy tales, minsan kailangan mo ring mamuhay sa katotohanan na hindi palaging happy ending ang nangyayari.
Hindi sa lahat ng oras kailangan mong hanap-hanapin ang presensya niya, minsan kailangan mo ring matutunang mabuhay ng wala siya. Hindi sa lahat ng oras kailangan mo ng tulong ng ibang tao kapag nadarapa ka, minsan kailangan mong yakapin ang sakit at tumayo sa sarili mong mga paa. Hindi sa lahat ng oras kailangan mong umasa na babalikan ka pa niya, minsan kailangan mo ring tanggapin ang katotohanan para hindi ka magmukhang tanga. Hindi sa lahat ng oras kailangan mong magmukmok at lumuha, minsan kailangan mo ring tanggapin na wala na talaga siya, na iniwan kana niya. Na mag-isa ka na lamang ngayon na umiiyak, umaasa, nasasaktan at lumuluha.

escafeism:

Hindi sa lahat ng oras kailangan mong sumugal, minsan kailangan mo ring mag-isip. Hindi sa lahat ng oras kailangan mong ipagtapat ang pagmamahal mo, minsan kailangan mong itago na lamang ito para walang magbago. Hindi sa lahat ng oras kailangan mong ibigay ang lahat para sa kanya, minsan kailangan mo ring mahalin ang sarili mo. Hindi sa lahat ng oras kailangan mong maghintay, minsan kailangan mong yakapin ang nakikita mo, na ayaw niya talaga sayo, hindi niya lang talaga sinasabi. Hindi sa lahat ng oras kailangan mong maniwala sa forever at fairy tales, minsan kailangan mo ring mamuhay sa katotohanan na hindi palaging happy ending ang nangyayari.

Hindi sa lahat ng oras kailangan mong hanap-hanapin ang presensya niya, minsan kailangan mo ring matutunang mabuhay ng wala siya. Hindi sa lahat ng oras kailangan mo ng tulong ng ibang tao kapag nadarapa ka, minsan kailangan mong yakapin ang sakit at tumayo sa sarili mong mga paa. Hindi sa lahat ng oras kailangan mong umasa na babalikan ka pa niya, minsan kailangan mo ring tanggapin ang katotohanan para hindi ka magmukhang tanga. Hindi sa lahat ng oras kailangan mong magmukmok at lumuha, minsan kailangan mo ring tanggapin na wala na talaga siya, na iniwan kana niya. Na mag-isa ka na lamang ngayon na umiiyak, umaasa, nasasaktan at lumuluha.

Problema ng mga Estudyante

beben-eleben:

  1. Lovelife 
  2. Grades
  3. Exams
  4. Assignments
  5. Teachers
  6. at higit sa lahat Papel.
August 21, 2014
"Life is not worth living unless you’re living your life as a co-laborer with Christ."
Todd White  (via littlethingsaboutgod)

sluttiestkitten:

all girls are fucking beautiful and if you try to make them feel like they aren’t because they have fuzzy legs or chubby bellies fuck you

August 20, 2014
Maybe this thing was a masterpiece ‘til you tore it all up. #tbnt #selfie101

Maybe this thing was a masterpiece ‘til you tore it all up. #tbnt #selfie101

August 16, 2014
Do what makes you happy, be with who makes you smile, laugh as much as you breathe, and love as long as you live. #CarpeDiem hi @2rtle_jo bungisngis pa tayo ;D

Do what makes you happy, be with who makes you smile, laugh as much as you breathe, and love as long as you live. #CarpeDiem hi @2rtle_jo bungisngis pa tayo ;D

"They told me to pour my heart into everything I do. So that’s what I did, I poured and poured and poured. Now they ask me why I’m so empty."
(via aikkinot)
August 4, 2014
"I won’t beg someone to love me. I learned long ago that there is no use in hopeless pleas of trying to make someone stay. I am too good to chase someone who does not know my worth and I am too wild to keep waiting for someone who doesn’t acknowledge my value. I want to be loved unconditionally. I shouldn’t have to fight so hard for it. I do not have the time to prove to someone that I am worth it. I shouldn’t have to prove any of that; I am worth more than that."
Unknown (via chinitangmakulit)
 
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